Last Night
Last night I sat in my home and held my new born child
And gave my fiancée a kiss
Everything was perfect, and the whether was mild
I was happy as I looked at my daughter and she let out a smile
Then the alarm went off…
Before I knew it all had vanished.
My happiness gone along with my life
I had thought this nightmare had diminished
So even before I realized what had happened I would have rather been dead
All because the alarm went off…
I laid in bed all alone, the love of my life married to another
My daughter now 2 and a thousand miles away
And all I want is the life of others
For I no longer have a place I call home or a family of my own
But still the alarm went off…
I rolled over, not to go back to sleep
But to look at the pictures above my bed
I think of the dream and all I wish as I weep
I only wish my heart did not hurt
All as the Alarm went off…
I Force my self out of bed
Not wanting to fall asleep again
For the risk of having the dream return to my head
Just to be awoken once again
When the alarm went off…
Trying to release some pain as I cry
I sit here and type how I feel
Still no matter how I try
I still feel the pain and I wish never had
The alarm went off…
The only thing crueler than reality is the end of fantasy…